oh yeah i sure as hell was in japan XD !!!
what?!....you didnt know that?...oh im sory i forgot to tell some of were the hell i was ... gome nasai!!! >,< me so sry!!

i have tons of pics from over there im not even kidding 300+ pics (could have taken more if my damn camera wasnt always running out of batteries or the memory was full) newho yeah so i will upload them soon here in DA and hopefully youll enjoy them

i would love to talk about it but 2 weeks was too much of a blast and i cant stop talking once i start the subject


All those concerned about the stabbing in Tokyo and the earthquake there ill explain but i know very little of it cause it was all in Japanese when i saw it on the news the day after the incident...

We was just ariving at the Anime Centre when we passed the street right in the middle of it tons of ambulances and police cars with their lights on. Everyone on the tour bus didnt know what the hell was going on. Fortunately for us though we were going to go there and explore that area. Everyone was excited since most of us were going to go inside and meet many different people in cosplay and everything else. We got off the tour bus crossed the stree were the ambulances and the cops were between Big Apple and Sega Co. We tried to look into the street but there was too many people none of us could see and understand what was going on. i was with a group and us 5 went and explored around the back or Sega Co. and eventhough we werent suppose to go there, we headed straight towards the cafe area completely different from were we just were two seconds ago. Newho we turned towards this building (which i forgot the name of but you might remember which building it was in front of) and just for a split second i saw a truck that some of the Japanese policemen surrounded. we crossed the street that was blocked off and turned left to see what it was that the police were looking at the truck for. then i saw and maybe my friends from our group saw: the front windshield of the truck looked like it had a bullethole right were the passangers seat was (reminder: they drive the opposite way so the passanger here is the driver there). i didnt gasp but i was shocked to see such a wierd incident happen to this area were we was just about to visit after lunch. we returned to the tour bus about half an hour later as i listen to some of the people in our Program Group. some said it was a shooting, otheres say it was a bomb threat, i thought it was a snipe...but all of us were wrong.
the next day we saw the news that morning and of course none of us , the three of us that was sleeping in the hotel, understood a single word but i remembered the truck and i pointed out to the other two as they were suprised that this was what had happend the day before. When we got on the tour bus again our Tour Guide Yukari-san explained the incedent (which you all know by now) that it was just a crazy school teacher who just blew it and decided to kill people that day on that spot. She said that if we was there an hour earlier a couple of us would have been attacked by the maniac and either we could have survived or died on that spot. everyone exaled their breathes thanking their god(s) that we made it to that spot later.

so yeah i was there just a little late to see the action.

now the earthquake was the day i left to Osaka to go and meet our Homestay Family. We just made it to our destination when Yukari-san announced that Tokyo just had an earthquake. thankfully it was very small so we didnt feel it and not many were hurt from what im asumming happened in Tokyo.

So im ok and none of us got hurt and thankfully we hope we could visit that beautiful and healthy country again sooner or later ( hopefully sooner XD )

hehehe hellos agains !! ^^
miss my journals?????? lol nah im kidding

so im glad im happy --- yes im happy and im enjoying it like i have when i was ten years old XD hahaha!!

There was this thing called Thunder Over Louisville right? and so i went there with 5 guys (all boys!!) and --omg-- i had a THRILL!!! Three of them were from Lexington and two where form Louisville --- one of the three Lexingtonians ( XD ) was a childhood friend of mine when i was 10 and he brought his two friends over to Louisville
OMG THEY WERE AWESOME!!! one was tall and had black short spiky hair and i think blue or black eyes im not sure but he was the funny and wild one and the other guy was a bit shorter than him and had dirty blonde short hair and he had blue or green eyes ( i like blue as you can see XD ) and he was sweet and silly
so neways thats not what was awesome about them but they were--- drum roll ------------------ RAVERS!!! XD

hahah they were funny when i went to ride their car with them cause once they turned on their radio i couldnt believe what i was hearing --- techno , drum n bass, etc etc

omg i just wanted to hug them they rock !!! during the fire works though they were silly ( this was before we was in the car) the blonde was in his sleeping bag ( it was cold out and wet and he was wearing shorts XD ) and whenever we heard a techno or a bouncy sound he would jump around in the sleeping bag ( he looked like a dancing catipillar XD ) hahaha he was funny

well we all went (after we was in the car ) we went to eat pizza and talked and stuff and then went to my other childhood frined's house and slept over

unfortunately thought the two ravers ( they can ddr too XD ) had to leave that night cause they had work *tear* but its cool ----- cause i got their phone numba!!! XD hahaha!!! ( i got it from my friend from lexington he said it was alright ^^ )

oh n another miracle XD hahaha ( not really but this someone enlightens my day every day ^////^ )
he is my sweetest, loving, romantic bf and hes the best ever !!!!
i love him so and he is cute ^^
everyday he txts me and sometimes he calls me ( long distance call ^^' ) and he is so funny at times --- im glad i met him cause he makes me happier than ever before
i love him with all my heart and hopefully we meet someday ( i've known him for two+ years and i have seen a pic of him so dont become protective cause if he was a molester i would seriously pawn him XD hahaha --- dont worry though i know how the internet works )

well lets stop talking about me how about you all? having a tough time or great time? just talk to me and let all those feelings out- you dont have to but if you want to talk to someone who dosent or does know you then dont be shy and tell- ^^ my lips are sealed if you wanna talk in private -

well have a great day and hope to write to youall soon XD
CHAU!!!

just enjoying me time and relaxing as much as i can ^^
no people to cause drama for (good for them and meself)
no one to boss you around the house (thats cause i have to myself since moms gone and dad is no help)
um----i have a very sweet txt buddy (who im going out with in real XD )
and i feel really hot in this freaken weather ( :fan: )

well i hope you guys enjoy your time and life , in spring break or at school, cause its time to Breathe and Relax!!! ---------- and catch some zzz's XD ( 4:36 in the F-ing morning !!! )

CHau!!! Adu!!! Sayanora!!! Byes!!! Orvua!!! (im sorry if i spelt that wrong)

well all things considered... i give up
my friend cant forgive me and we cant get along nemore
my mom is going out of the country
im gonna be stuck with a spoiled brat (thanks mom -_-)
so i guess i need to move on
i cant change nething and i seem to be the main case of drama and i guess if thats the case then whats the point in having friends when you would think they would be the ones standing up for you and with you...

or at least help you when you know they need help?

idk i guess i cant help people nemore or in other world i wont... i'd love to help but i'm afraid that when i do i might make it ten times worse :shurg:

so i gave up:
-helping
-caring
-loving (scared of love)
-comforting
=etc on all that mushi-mushi-caring stuff

you need something? a is all youre going to get, sorry but i want to make this clear...

I GIVE UP....